had an awful dream and didn't really sleep at all last night. i pretty much woke up feeling incredibly guilty and hypocritical.
so, i've been mia.
life has been insane...
he came home for the holiday, i was standoffish as ever, he had an accident, i took him to the er; and the rest is history.
he moved back home to me and it's really nice.
it is as it was. i feel totally blessed.
we are considering making the 3000 mile move out to the west coast...again.
yes, i know i sound entirely irrational.
(what's new?)
things are wonderful, but i'm taking them one step at a time:
1. getting him better.
2. everything else.
it is so frustrating to want to heal and not be able to snap your fingers and feel better. he is so patient and positive. it really makes me adore and admire him even more.
please note: i do not not not want to pack again...BUT i am always excited for a road trip.
so a less serious note:
i cannot wait for the new rem, i'm currently addicted to vampire weekend (so feel good) and
on a somerset maugham kick.
so, i've been mia.
life has been insane...
he came home for the holiday, i was standoffish as ever, he had an accident, i took him to the er; and the rest is history.
he moved back home to me and it's really nice.
it is as it was. i feel totally blessed.
we are considering making the 3000 mile move out to the west coast...again.
yes, i know i sound entirely irrational.
(what's new?)
things are wonderful, but i'm taking them one step at a time:
1. getting him better.
2. everything else.
it is so frustrating to want to heal and not be able to snap your fingers and feel better. he is so patient and positive. it really makes me adore and admire him even more.
please note: i do not not not want to pack again...BUT i am always excited for a road trip.
so a less serious note:
i cannot wait for the new rem, i'm currently addicted to vampire weekend (so feel good) and
on a somerset maugham kick.
ok but really this cannot be true.
also, thinking of getting a very small gold hoop nose ring...thoughts?
also, thinking of getting a very small gold hoop nose ring...thoughts?
(ps. feel better darling.)
2 comments:
I am glad to hear that someone believes in mending relationships. Apparently my Ex doesn't, not do I want him to anymore. If he couldn't even talk to me while we were going out, just think how it would have been if we had moved in together or got married! You go Girl! I wish you all the best!
now if only you wouldn't get upset when he doesn't do as you command!
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