Sunday, March 2, 2008

this will all blow over in time

"still things could be much worse
natural disasters on the evening news
still things could be much worse
we still got our health"

this is how i feel:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8rfDvpfC2bw


but i'm working on feeling like this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XSOM0tQMNZ8


word... i think it's time i go for a hike

dear lord i can't wait for sand in my toes, sundress weather, swimming holes and tipsy by noon. sunburned shoulders and nights lit late in woods and on shores with fire pits and 30 packs.
ahhh i cant explain it, but i need to get all of this disnatural composure out of my system. i need to let go and scream to loud music with the windows of my car down. i need to let it out.
i keep feeling like i should do something so jack and pancake tour america or bob dylan it out on the open road, and staying with friends and skipping a plan...but i'm trying not to be hasty.
hasty is just so impulsive; it's so me, for better or worse. i suppose it's better that at least i can admit/acknowledge it.
one day i'll find someone who is down for some ridiculous notion that i'm quickly wrapped up in...and then i'll be in trouble. i'll be free.

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